1. Today it finally occured: there is no careful wanting, 2. no wishing with a backup plan. 3. If a want is present, 4. there is nothing else then but to want. 5. And not to worry too much.
1. Thank you for asking, kindest ones, 2. I am still here, 3. though sometimes not quite, 4. spending time figuring out which one of the numerous voices I have 5. is actually my own.